We’re so young. We’re so young. We’re twenty-two years old. We have so much time. There’s this sentiment I sometimes sense, creeping in our collective conscious as we lay alone after a party, or pack up our books when we give in and go out – that it is somehow too late. That others are somehow ahead. More accomplished, more specialized. More on the path to somehow saving the world, somehow creating or inventing or improving. That it’s too late now to BEGIN a beginning and we must settle for continuance, for commencement.

When we came to Yale, there was this sense of possibility. This immense and indefinable potential energy – and it’s easy to feel like that’s slipped away. We never had to choose and suddenly we’ve had to. Some of us have focused ourselves. Some of us know exactly what we want and are on the path to get it; already going to med school, working at the perfect NGO, doing research. To you I say both congratulations and you suck.

For most of us, however, we’re somewhat lost in this sea of liberal arts. Not quite sure what road we’re on and whether we should have taken it. If only I had majored in biology…if only I’d gotten involved in journalism as a freshman…if only I’d thought to apply for this or for that…

What we have to remember is that we can still do anything. We can change our minds. We can start over. Get a post-bac or try writing for the first time. The notion that it’s too late to do anything is comical. It’s hilarious. We’re graduating college. We’re so young. We can’t, we MUST not lose this sense of possibility because in the end, it’s all we have.

I read somewhere that radio waves just keep traveling outwards, flying into the universe with eternal vibrations. Sometime before I die I think I’ll find a microphone and climb to the top of a radio tower. I’ll take a deep breath and close my eyes because it will start to rain right when I reach the top. Hello, I’ll say to outer space, this is my card.

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MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHEN I TRY TO EXPLAIN MY RESEARCH

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DOING THE MATH FOR SOLUTIONS AND DILUTIONS

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COMING HOME AFTER A DAY OF FAILED EXPERIMENTS

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It’s too easy to leave, too easy to blame the other person, too easy to miss the incredible opportunity that relationships provide for healing and growth… A relationship will take you to the depths of your dark side and to the heights of your ability to love. It will take you where you need to go, so don’t give up just because it’s so hard.

I need this summer to rebuild myself. 

Regain physical, emotional, and mental strength.

I’m going to come back more secure than ever.

I just wait

My brother ran up to hug me while I was reading in my bed. I looked at the clock and realized that exactly a month ago, my best friend had stayed with me most of the night, comforting me. The past two months have been a rollercoaster - experiencing deaths of friends, confusion of my identity and future, and loss of my significant other. I’m just so glad to be at home.

I asked my brother how he copes with missing someone, and he told me that the only person he ever misses is me. “But I always know that you’re going to come back, so I just wait.”

I love little kid wisdom. 

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Winnie. 18. Yale '15 I believe writing is more eloquent than direct ranting. This is the place I go to when I feel like spilling my emotions and thoughts. I think these posts will help me confront my fears, doubts, insecurities, etc. and truly discover and create myself into the person I have always wanted to be. When you feel down, look at yourself through God's eyes. There are times when no matter how hard you try, you just cannot accept yourself as you are. During such times, think of how you look to God's eyes. In God's eyes, there is no judgment, there is only acceptance. God sees your light when all that you can see are your shadows. God loves you more than anyone could ever love you as you really are. free counters